(via shit-thatblows)
Off we go….
Starting the summer by going to the docks before work tonight.
Hell yes.
Now
I shall wait for the ladies and discard my phone til after breakfast with my girls family and get intoxicated :)
Im going to post this on here not for any particular reason just cause I need to get this out there and I don’t think texting you will have any better effect than putting it in plain sight for everyone to see that I know I was wrong in my own ways. Im not good with words like you are and I just can’t find the words ( or the balls) to say I miss you. I miss it all. Its the only legit relation I have ever had with a person. You really where like my sister and I don’t know where the fuck we went wrong. Why we went down hill and I mean I know I fucked up in the past. Im not proud of it or alot of things in fact but if I had to pick one thing to be proud of it would what you have helped me become with you in my life. It might not seem like much but you have been there through a majority of my hurdles in life. Pulled me through it and got me on track. There was so many good time to balance out the bad between us both. From day one we fit so perfectly together. No stopping us. Until now.
I guess ill be okay eventually if we never exchange words or looks again. Eventually. We are both to proud to ever say any different but it will take time that’s for sure and if that’s the case than I just wanted to say this. I loved every minute of the shit we got into and I am sorry. From the bottom of my heart. Even if you don’t believe it. I am.
Not sure how I feel about the bro possibly bookin it back down south tomorrow.
I kinda need him around and shit, him being my best friend and all.
